so i am still obsessively cleaning - there isn't anything left to clean. what is wrong with me?! i am relieved and happy to have my life and family back! But i am restless, anxious and i am not understanding these feelings. it dawns on me i am not comfortable with me ! i keep telling myself "self' you are on the right track- sure it doesn't feel good and it's not going to feel for a while but this is where i am supposed to be. it sucks! I feel like i am detoxing off something and i have to go through it