panic attack

no pictures today. stressed, stretched like a rubber band and let's hope I don't snap. i should be happy, grateful, but i unfortunately don't share the same excitement. I am grateful to be given a 30 day trial even though i have been given many second chances. though i have been through some the hardest times and self realization - that i don't like to 'realize'. so many changes- help



you ever feel like someone has their hands around your throat, or like there is a lump in your throat and you feel like you can't swallow?

you ever feel like your head is about to pop off your shoulders? like your heart is racing so fast you feel as though you just might pass out?

you ever feel like ...' omg omg i'm not gonna make it, faster, what if i don't make it?'

i have to do this i have to i have to feed the kids and put a roof over their head i am the sole bread winner in this house

you ever feel so exhausted but can't sleep but instead cry yourself ( hopefully to sleep)?